Psychotically Sane

13 things I currently miss…

1. The pregnant belly
2. The baby kicks
3. going out to bars with friends and drinking and playing pool for hours on end
4. going to movies and sitting next to the guy I wanted but was happy just being friends with
5. still having a friendship with that guy
6. friends to be cynical and sarcastic with
7. the feeling of being in love
8. a tiny baby to let sleep on my chest
9. working at a job I enjoy
10. my childhood and knowing that i had no real responsibilities
11. the ability to stay up for 48 hours straight without getting tired.
12. sex
13. the feeling of being myself