I’m sorry :(
It was a mix-up, there was miscommunication and now I’m playing the blame game and putting the guilt on myself. Saturday morning didn’t happen as planned and now the silent treatment is in effect.
I suck. Truth is, I was scared, but had planned on being there. Sometimes plans don’t happen because of one reason or another. Lately that reason has been because of one person, but I can’t put the blame on him. It’s not his fault.
I definitely go through periods of happiness. Those periods of happiness usually end abruptly, only to screw up my feelings and emotions more than normal.
fucking hell….

I’m sorry Jess :(