Archive for June, 2008
June 29th, 2008 | 
Author: This made me smile.
Today was a fabulous days for pictures. I love days like that.
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My mind is racing tonight. I can’t make sense of anything right now. So my blog post will only consist of a Happy Bokeh Wednesday photo. I’ll understand what’s going on soon enough. I just need time to figure out what’s going on in my head.
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Nothing much tonight. I told myself I was going to go to bed early, but of course it’s not going to happen. It’s already close to 11:30 which means I’ll only be getting about 6 hours of sleep, most likely less since it’s normal for me to wake up several times during the night.
Skyler has been fighting a nasty case of the terrible two’s. He gets so frustrated because communication is still very unclear. He can tell me what he wants, but he gets mad when I don’t give in. He threw a fit this afternoon because he wanted juice. I would have given him some but we are all out until I can run to the store tomorrow. Of course he threw a fit and refused his milk until I explained to him that the juice was all gone and mommy would have to buy some more. Once he calmed down so I could talk to him, he drank his milk. When he was done, he gave me his milky smiled and patted me on the back saying “lo you mommy” and giving me a milky kiss.
Of course, it’s hard to stay mad at him.
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I absolutely love the summer time. I love swimming underwater – love jumping in – love splashing – just having fun and feeling like there are no worries in the world. I don’t want winter to come.
The crappiness feeling is still haunting me. I just can’t explain it. I just want it to go away.
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new favorite picture. It’s nowhere near perfect. Composition is off, it’s filled with noise, motion blur, slightly out of focus. I think the imperfections is part of the reason I love it.
Nothing is perfect in my life right now. I feel like I’m missing out on so much. I feel like Skyler is missing out on so much. There are so many things that I would change, so many imperfections that I would fix.
I get in a funk every month. This month is no different. Now I just have to figure my way out of this funk.
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I bought a reusable swim diaper. I feel like such a crunchy mom. lol
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happy bokeh wednesday loves.
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just a quick update.
I can’t go swimming for a week or so. Swimmer’s Ear in my right ear. It’s throbbing pain and bothering me so much.
Skyler is still obsessed with Shrek. I don’t know how to break him of it.
Work sucks. I’m on the lookout for a much better job. I’ve been submitting tons of resumes.
nothing new. just boring boring boring….
Skyler has realized how much fun it is jumping into the pool. He must have done it about 500 times today. Then did it about 100 more times tonight. I managed to have my camera with me tonight to get a couple shots as he jumped out to grandpa. The first shot is my favorite :)
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Today was an overall ok day.
Skyler was devastated when we couldn’t go swimming Friday afternoon because it was raining. He was devastated this morning because we couldn’t go outside because it was raining. Somehow, by this afternoon, the weather had cleared up and the sun was out. The water was a fabulous 85 degrees and Skyler was so happy when I told him we could go swimming. :)
He didn’t want to get out of the water, but I think it was the bribery of watching Shrek that changed his mind.
7:30pm came and he didn’t want to go to bed. So he played quietly while I got online. 7:55 he tugged on my hand and told me that it was time for night-night. To my surprise he had picked up all the toys he pulled out of his toy box. He went to sleep after 3 books and no fighting.
I love days that end that wonderfully.
Skyler’s been really aggressive today. I laughed about it to grandma and she replies back with “That’s why little boys usually have daddies.” I know she didn’t mean for it be said harshly, but that’s how I took it. As a shot to my heart.
